SCHRIJFCAT

There are days when the body forgets it is a body. It moves, it functions, it answers its name, but somewhere beneath the surface it drifts— a house with the lights on, quietly empty. The touch brings it back. Not the kind that asks for meaning or leans toward a future it wants to claim. This touch carries no expectation. It arrives the way warmth reaches cold skin, without questions. Skin knows what words refuse to hold. It recognizes the weight of another presence, the simple proof of not being alone. A hand resting where it is allowed to rest. Arms forming a shape in which breathing becomes easier. There is something profoundly human about being held when you no longer know how to gather yourself. Nothing needs to be solved. Nothing needs to be named. Two bodies simply agreeing to remain. The warmth does not perform. It does not shimmer. It settles. It tells the watchful parts of you that they may loosen their grip. And when that touch is gone— when you return to the quiet edge of y...

F or years, I lived in a dream—an unreal place where I was loved, where my presence meant something. I built my life out of shadows and stories, weaving myself into the tapestry of others expectations. I was the bright daughter, the kind friend, the woman with the smile that never faltered. But it was all a lie. I didn’t know who I was. Or rather, I refused to know. I let the innocence of childhood magic cloud my sight, believing in fantasies of love and worth, all while running from the truth. Every time someone praised me, every time I felt adored, I convinced myself it was real. But it wasn’t. The love I thought I had was hollow, just like the person I pretended to be. A fragile construct, carefully curated, just like my social media feeds. And now, I’ve stripped it all away. The woman I am now isn’t the woman I’ve shown the world. No more masks. No more curated captions or staged smiles. Just me—raw, unfiltered, imperfect. The truth of me, naked in its vulnerability, was the ultima...